[Hoo boy. It's never been easy for Spy to admit he's made a mistake, and this is on his personal list of Biggest Fuck-Ups. But still, he sighs, some of the anger ]

When Jeremy - when Scout was dying, I tried to do the right thing. I tried to tell him. But I... I couldn't. Not as myself.

[You can probably see where this is going.]

So I... utilized my disguise kit outside of its intended purpose.